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Hyper-independent girlie with severe control freak issues also can’t stand the thought of having to make decisions and be responsible for herself all the time and just wants to be able to turn her brain off please
#mine#text post#two sides of the same coin#I think a week where I could just turn my brain off and let someone else do all the decision making would be nice#like down to the smallest decision#I don’t wanna decide what to eat or watch or anything#except maybe what I wear#but like my brain hurts lol#let me be irresponsible for a little bit pls
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“How can I move thee? Will no entreaties cause thee to turn a favourable eye upon thy creature, who implores thy goodness and compassion? Believe me, Frankenstein, I was benevolent; my soul glowed with love and humanity; but am I not alone, miserably alone? You, my creator, abhor me; what hope can I gather from your fellow creatures, who owe me nothing?”
#Frankenstein#Victor Frankenstein#the creature#frankensteins monster#Mary Shelley#gothic art#this one hurt my brain to figure out#I worked on this for like six hours straight today good god#I used a different quote over on instagram because I couldn’t choose one lol#it is very late and I must sleep GNIGHT <33#my art
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Found a new brush and i love it so much!! The togachako just happened
#im not joking when i say my hand moved on its own#i said oh what a cute watercolor brush! wait why am i opening a new canvas#and then blacked out and woke up to this#my brain fr said fuck your group project lol#im so locked out#but honestly it was worth it i missed these two so much#AUGHHHH AHHHH like my chest hurts if i think about them too much im so serious#its embarassing#but hey makes for great drawing motivation#also they cured my procreate#cause it WOULD NOT STOP CRASHING#the mirymi post yesterday? i almost gave up on it because procreate crashed like eleven times#its my storage i think im way over#but anyways i deleted a handful of things not expecting it to do much#and whaddaya know not a single crash while i was drawing them#theyre magic like that#the power of yuri#toga himiko#himiko toga#ochako uraraka#togachako#toga x uraraka#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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I know that the Fathoms aren't released yet but I just had to design one for when I get one after unfathomable odessey! I love them so much :3
#flight rising#fr art#fr fathom#Of course most of the features are just based off of Wayfinder Merrigan#I love the ears of fathoms but tbh drawing them hurt my brain for some reason and I like big ears so this is actually a compromise lol#The face fins change size in every drawing but this is just in the sketch phase rn#I'm aware but don't care rn lol
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messmer again, but this time make it subtle
(still close up below for detail ✨)
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#elden ring#messmer#messmer the impaler#messmer pls impale me#shadow of the erdtree#sote#ace draws#gif#i said i wasn't done with this man yet lol#chewing on him in my mind like a squeaky toy#i like him a normal amount#he is currently rotating around in my brain at 600 rpm#he has vertigo#flat colors this time bc he hurts my eyes lmao#tried to keep this one low key#he's peeking at you :3c
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I could not stop thinking about @meshonax ‘s post with Bee, Optimus, and Megatron in their fluffy scarfs!!!! Look at him!!!
#he’s so?????#megatron#he’s so megatron#d 16#transformers#macaddams#maccadam#mech#fanart#honestly I don’t know how transformers artists do it#my brain hurts#I’ve never had to think so hard just to draw a body#I’ve never been good with geometry but damn#transformers makes me with I spent more time learning how to draw boxes😭#lol#may or may not draw bee too#like just look at him#ooooo#also I think it would be remiss to say that this was absolutely a continuation of blushy mechs and I am determined to draw all of them#a flustered mess#inspired by veil the manga btw#veil
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#saw a tweet about fingers in open wounds and i was like ohhhh. i wanna draw.#talkys#a doodley#something about that ask saying silco is my talon 2 ITS TRUE i do get that urge to be Hurt after well you know#i need a shawty who hates me and will shoot me etc#i forgot that was the foundation of talon in my brain zone...unintentional hurting but still#i think the closest i got to this was drawing him choking me in a non serious context#i think that's in this years doodle page he looks like a gyarados in it LOL#he's me not me so of course there's good and bad days and self destruction in this manner#he's nicer now but he's my designated outlet for those kinds of. feelings?#i dont have ocs ok if i wanna draw dramatic stuff it has to be between us he respects al too much to hurt him
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horrible gift for @hajihiko based on their fic 'salt the earth' bc it broke me and i need a way to cope
read it here :>
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#in hopes u see this haji in all seriousness ur writing is fucking great#like i actually have no words im exploding#im hoping to make real fanart for it sometime if i can brainstorm ideas#(but my brain is dry rn lol)#anyway ur a big inspo to me i adore all ur stuff stay strong king#how dare u hurt me so bad#love it#bongo art#art#digital art#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#danganronpa 2 goodbye despair#hajime hinata#sdr2#teruteru hanamura
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i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames i miss roshambogames
#veni.txt#my SILLY#also to vuvey if u see this#i swear i see ur ask and i love it vm#my brain just hurts and i dont have the yaps rn#BUT I WILL ANSWER I PROMISE#i LOVEEEEE ro and yaps involving him 🫶#i am also happy to get any asks at all#if anyone wants to like. send me an ask or dm me idm at all i highly encourage it!!#i dont bite ^-^#tho be warned sometimes i may take like a hot second to reply bc i have adhd#LOL
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aaand the final two for my DA-themed six fanarts challenge: elgar'nan suggested by @vitaeplaysda & bellara suggested by @the-veil-jumper! 🖤
#two very on brand suggestions lol#my art#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#elgar'nan#bellara lutare#dragon age six fanarts#omg i'm so glad i actually completed all 6 but i am tired.#may have been the last person to realise elgy has those pointy sleeve things and proceeded to have a mini crisis trying to figure out how t#draw his outfit so that's why this round took a little longer lol. also trying to decide on skin tone and eye colour.#i've always drawn him with lighter glowy eyes so i went with that#and then my brain fixated on that ign video for like 2 days......#oughghggfg... <- head hurts
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Posts angsty fanfic art then disappears into the void ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
Click for better quality like always~
#this is for a fic called ‘shell-shocked’ by catsandcanaries on ao3!#plz check it out if you want your heart broken :)#it’s been updating recently & it’s been all that’s on my mind#microwaving that fic in my brain#hmmm ok cw tags lol#injury#blood#hospital#bandages#iv line#hurt#bruises#wounds#fma#whump#whump art#anywho I’ve been reading this since hmmmmmmmm 2020 I think??#don’t like thinking about how that’s 4 years ago that’s just not correct#every time it updates I get SO EXCITED#genuinely so happy to see it continue ^^
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Lysander got a New Years outfit too! i love my sad pink hare boy so much
taglist (ask to be added <3): @thehollowwriter @tixdixl @scint1llat3 @s-t-y-x
#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#twst yuu#twst yuu oc#yuusona#twst mc#💌 art#⚜ lysander#rosienne got some basic shading but i think this looks better with just flat colors#god i love lysander's color scheme so much. literally peak colors#the flowers on his sleeves are lilies (ofc) and white roses#idk how well you can see it but the thingies on his head are pearl strings#ive added a little crescent moon there cause you know. rabbit on the moon. you know#(i like to think im clever lol)#also i did this way faster than i thought#so maybe ill try drawing those outfits for some of my other ocs#but first i need to finish an art for a secret santa im doing with friends that ive been putting off for too long because my brain is like#a wandering cat#and also for now im going to lay down because my back fucking hurts
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Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira and Kaidan Alenko-Oliveira - ME3 (2/?) "I want to be your strength. Your soft place to land." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021) + Bonus
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#dailygaming#otp: you’re real enough for me#heyyyy i’m back with more shenko content bc these two live rent free in my brain :)#you know how i always say ‘this is coolest shit i’ve ever made’ well guess what this is my favorite set i’ve ever made :)#this is my favorite cutscene in ME3 and probably all of mass effect and no one can change that#the way that they look at each other? the softness? the gentle touches? rent. free.#those last four gifs? my favorite 4 seconds in mass effect#soph having horrible nightmares and insomnia throughout her life is very canon so this cutscene is everything to me#it's something about the hurt/comfort of it all. it resonates so well with them. it's spawned so much of their characterization for me :)#i thought about dialogue relating to something non-reaper related but i just wanted the gifs to do the talking this time#the little like half second blurry shot of the picture frame was part of the inspiration for this set :)#it was too important to me to NOT render something out to put in the picture frame by their bed :) and it was going to be on inta’sei#but then i settled for a mission on illium that takes place between ME1/ME2 that’s just the two of them that i will pen out as a oneshot#at some point™️ the render inspired a great many ideas for it. and i had to do a bonus to get a better look at it ;)#i’ll probably throw the actual piece up in the future lol but it was nice seeing it in game :) and kaidan’s tattoos and his piercings :)#it ain’t a mira gifset unless i do something slightly convoluted to show off little pieces of canon :)#thanks for listening to my mini rant :) have a good day like always friend 💙
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Neuvillete is definitely the type to ask you "Did you drink any water today" if you say you have a headache
#'my head hurts' Did you drink water#'im feeling tired/sluggish' did you drink water?#'im sooo hungry' Did you drink water????#like???#honestly though sometimes your brain gives you hungry signals when you really need water#not me sick in bed all day#writing this post 8 min after midnight after chugging a quart of water#since i didnt drink anything today but some juice#lol#no wonder i had a headache#i would give neuvi a headache <3#neuvillette#neuvillette genshin#genshin imapct#genshin impact imagines#genshin impact headcanons#neuvillette x reader#genshin impact#general#my stuff#thoughts#read the tags
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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hehe~~ i am soooooo sleepy and tired right now :3 i’m all cuddled up in all my blankets🥰 so warm and comfy hehe…..oh and also my past is haunting me😐
#girl help i tried to go to sleep but remembered the Anger™️#experienced a Situation recently that i have been very bravely and sexily ignoring#and - literally WHO would have known - ignoring it is not making it better lol#so now i lay down all comfy to sleep and my brain is just like: the thing😦#and then i gotta stay AWAKE😒 so i can distract myself from the thing#until im tired enough to sleep BEFORE my brain remembers the thing#smh#it sucks#also im good mostly!#it’s just hitting me worse rn because my period always puts my emotions out of whack😪#but im getting proper sleep and everything#and hope to take action to lessen the impact of the thing soon it just takes time ya know#like sometimes things ARE going to hurt you and bother you for a while#and that’s just how it is#but life will move on eventually and good things will come to steal some of the space those bad things take up#just gotta be patient😪#sorry for my nonsense rambles again#i just found it really funny#because tonight i really was legitimately more annoyed by the disruption to my sleep than i was about the life changing situation lol#sleep is my number one priority at any given moment fr#to be fair though i WAS so comfy and tired from cramps and really looking forward to sleep#so i think i was justified😤😤
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